i think it broke

on the way i think it broke
but to have it
was to validate
that it would not stay the same

i think it broke
i'm trying to mend
and maybe it will then be more flexible
after the effort
after the attempt
to make things right
or better

i never tried to change it
to make it turn out this way
but life has it's own pattern
on the shadows in the grass
i see it
and i cannot stop it happening

i think it broke
without me dropping it
stepping on it
or even touching it
it just changed shape
in front of my eyes
and then
i lost touch
with it

i lost touch
and feeling
the feeling of being
a part of it

i think it broke
i saw the pieces on the floor
and didn't recognise it anymore

i think it broke
and this time
if we put it back together again
will it be stronger
than it was before

or is it better
to start all over