comes back to you

i try to grow up and stop being afraid
and make a new me
that won't feel these things
but somehow
no matter what's logical
it always comes back to you

i try to be smart alert and alive
to move from this place to a new
address
and get on with life as i know i can
but it always comes back to you

i never knew you were a cornerstone
for me
i never believed you would sit it out
and still be waiting for me

i try to be sensible
think of the others
this puzzle is difficult
to unravel
i know there are so many facets and sides
but it always
comes back
to you
no matter what i do