i find myself

i find myself wondering where i have gone
she who could easily move on
could easily find the single strand
in the woven rope
and climb out
freeing herself

she who could fathom the deep
thoughts and feelings
others drowned on

she who could find sun
on the darker side of it all

i find myself wondering where i am now
all the signs i used to redirect me
have been turned around
and facing this new challenge
of which way the road should go
i realise

never before have i faced
such an unknown
i only know
i can't be alone
some one else has tread this path before
but who
i do not know

i arch my neck skyward
looking for the flock
of birds heading south
as instinct
takes them
where they need to go

and wondering if instinct
will carry me along
to where i find myself
at long last
not lost
just reborn